Saturday, January 24, 2009


I was reading a blog and they were talking about family and friendship and when a person or people go from just being friends to actual family and it sort of made me think of home and that feeling you get of home

I posted this comment

You know... this reminded me of like this feeling of when you move right? whether it is to another home in the same city or same state or out of state or country but either way you move to another "home" and at first you feel like you are a visitor to come home and yeah its your stuff and your place but the neighborhood is still strange...the spaces inside are still foreign and then one day... weeks or months later especially after unpacking you just reazlied "hmmph!" this is HOME ...I finally feel like I belong to his hood and to this space

Your home is family too! You know? Animals/pets and even inanimate objects like jewelry or furniture feel like "home" or "family" because of history behind them passed down.

When I travel and I really am trying to travel more I definitely enjoy it but after a few days I cant but help feeling a bit home sick and its funny because when you know you are coming back and you finally land or drive near home again you feel this comfort... this safety... the feeling of "home"

Friday, January 2, 2009

Who said you cant have your cake and eat all too?

Am I picky? Yes!
Do I have standards? Yes!
Are they high? Yes!
Is that bad? No!
Why? Because its porn!

I been meaning about writing this blog for the longest time but I never did until now since I am here (hence "No longer censored").

In a world especially in a land where I am from where it is all about the whole physical. You got to be this thin or this tall or this big or this color or this or that yadda yadda yadda!

I think if there is one place you can totally feel not guilty and not feel judged and feel completely comfortable and get everything you want it is with porn.

Yup! I watch it... come on if you never have then you are A) lying or B) really religious I suppose LOL but come you can watch porn in ALL flavors. If you are into big boobed blondes then they have that. If you have foot fetishes or are into S&M then they have that. Point is... whatever you are into they got it and porn is probably the place that doesnt judge you or care what you are into cuz all they care about is making you happy for whatever you are into.


What do I like? I am into feet! I like blondes! I like boobs but they have to be big but like fit the body big.....its like guys who buy rims on their cars but sometimes they go tooo big it looks wrong. I like nice asses....but its more a foot guy. I hate dirty feet... I hate foot jobs... I like sexy shoes with clean pedicured feet.

You know what I dont understand? Is why all girls that are considered "teens" are always flat chested??? They obviously arent going to my high school where lots of slutty girls had natural big boobs hahahaa

I also dislike seeing porn where they girl is all looking into camera as they are doing it. Such a turn off! or when they obviously are making OOOOOOOOOOOH AHHHHHHHHHHH about anything...its too much man...LOL but really girls shouldnt be looking into a camera especially when its supposed to be a "real" scene (i.e. pizza delivery guy comes hahaha comes!).

What I am saying is that "Hi! My name is ....Slim Shady and I am addicted to porn" LOL...yeah its all I got damnit. Do I need to get a gf? Of course! and hey its 2009 and who knows it can happen man!! WOOHOOOO but in the meantime Amber in Slutwhores 3 will do in a grip of the hand! LOL!!!